Defying the odds

When i started this journey of stepping into who i was always meant to be i had lots and lots of doubts . But were these doubts my own or placed upon me by my parents . This is a thought cycle most trauma survivors face at one point or another . Breaking the cycles is no easy task . I have only been free from my parents from 27- now 30. In these years I've been in therapy and unraveling the depth of my trauma .But along side these 4 years i have also been a youtuber . Youtube has been used as a way for me to build a new self from the ground up. Sometimes we have to kill off the old us that's consumed by all the bad to become a new better version and become who we wanted to be.

So where am i at currently on this so called self discovery journey . It honestly shocks me where im at to be completely 100% honest. We are navigating the road off of disability via self employment . This is testing my faith in myself for years i have tried staring this journey this path and everytime have ended up in mental hospital due to the amount of fear. That fear was placed on me by no other than my father . He always told me if i tried to work and failed i would ruin my chances with disability and end up homeless or worse. So what changed , the confidence that youtube gave me changed everything for me . So many people have tuned into my story and have been waiting for me to reach this exact point. Someday i will be a sucess story of the ages defying all odds places against me.