Around this time last year I had the same breakdown deleted my videos of over 2 years off of YouTube . I was feeling overwhelmed yet again here we are the same breakdown the same clean slate . This time things are different tho I’ve chosen to step away from over personal content , this has been a step I’ve needed to take for years now . But never had the courage to. I thought I’m obligated to be this big role model due to what I’ve survived . But overtime it became bleeding o

When i started this journey of stepping into who i was always meant to be i had lots and lots of doubts . But were these doubts my own or placed upon me by my parents . This is a thought cycle most trauma survivors face at one point or another . Breaking the cycles is no easy task . I have only been free from my parents from 27- now 30. In these years I've been in therapy and unraveling the depth of my trauma .But along side these 4 years i have also been a youtuber . Youtube